Why do people tell me love my self what does that mean
what does that mean ? what wrong with hating you self if you don't like what you see.i have been hating my self since I was child I have defects in physical some I can't correct with seurgy
i was told ugly looking its true every guy told me how much I was worth nothing it seem,they told me other girls are better I know they are better then me I was compared like pisses of equipment drop in bin I live in bin I don't come of the bin no more because I will be throwing back in there again .it make me sad I have no value in comparison to girls who every thing that i,d like to have for example good looking fit tall intelligenen and good interesting personality .but I have none of these things guys tell constantly I am not worth the effort over and over I have told now it is imprtint on my brain that I have no value .i have lot physical defects
i have fat face which is more fatter on one side
i have turned eye on the right + short sighted
i have chronic weight problm I try lose weight but I can't
i have bad teeth and very bad hair and my skin is all holes in my face I am very short in height .i have also very good iq I have no job to get leave dead end town where I live .i failed exams in collage due to bulling and lecture told me I was not smart enough they knew I have learning problem but did not care I have going counsellors my entire life due to a lot of pain people caused me from people who have easier time then me.i can't get boyfriend because my age and how I look and situation and constantly rejection keeps coming I have stop trying because I know what exacly going to say before say it exact same sort of lines they I can nealy say it for them with them opening mouth
may belong in bin men like treated me like trash any way and I have no value none
so why tell me love my self when I can't the mirror it struggle to look at it because my face look I HAVE MONEY PLASTIC SUERGURY it would make me worse looking I am bad enough
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